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House of Grief
I too have spent my whole life creating a world around me that I control in order to protect my grief. From day one I have worked hard to create my own WandaVision, my own House of M. I learned early my cries could get me what I want.I learned early that with a bat…
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The Sin
It’s midnight again.I’m regretting the late night snack that was meant to feed my internal guilt.I chug 12 Oz of water to relieve and wash this guilt down.I lay in bed and wait for my new lifesaver to kick in, melatonin gummies.My heart racing from my returned tachycardia that signals a trauma anniversary approaches. As…
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Expect Me to Change
Expect me to change..Expect me to vacillate..I’ve had to create a million different versions of myself in order to survive..I’ll be who I was one minute, another person the next, and then circle back around again to my safety net..When I breath in, I am one person.When I exhale, another..I’m shifting and changing and transfigurating..I…
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Dear Adoptive Parents-
Dear Birth and Adoptive Parents – Your adopted child will never be completely honest with you. Yes. There are children who are more open and vulnerable with their parents. Yes. You can still have a good relationship, yet not be completely honest. But no child is ever completely honest with their parents. Adoptees have multiple…
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Ramblings of a Former Missionary
Life lessons learned from a former missionary:(No really. I have a degree in it.) Is it God calling or….Are you just bored?Are you just unsure of what to do next?Are you looking to fill a hole in your life?Are you just unsatisfied with where you are at now? Is it God calling or…Do you just…
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